a loser in a winners shoes

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 15:58:43 GMT

Its been over a year since I posted in this thing.I don't even know what to say or do anymore.everything just sucks.nothing has been the same since Kirsten.Everyone is all grown up now,and i really miss hanging out with the gang.

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 14:57:59 GMT

Damn.

I so forgot I had this shit.ALOT has happened.

Kristen has been dead for almost 3 months,Dani and me haven't really talked since her death which is horrible becuase I really miss Dani.Ken has been really into drugs he is big on acid which isn't fucking cool.Paul and Chrissy are having a fucking kid AND THEIR KEEPING IT.WHAT THE HELL THEIR FUCKING 16!

Marky is still the same.Sometimes I think him and me are the only sane ones.

As for me I've matured much since Kristen has died,I've haven't really been doing to many drugs,hahah me not doing drugs,THE WORLD IS GONNA ENDDDDD! Haa no,drugs are so pointless honestly. Yea I still smoke and get drunk every once and a while but hell don't ever do drugs kids,they'll fuck you up.Look at sunshine that kid fucking smoked himself stupid he can't even fucking talk right.

Mon, 24 May 2004 20:59:24 GMT

this is my 1st journal.

School was gay.Ken Kristen and me were talking about how we should start a band.It was grand.^_^

In Mrs.Watts class I got a saturday for no paying attention and Mrs.Watts didnt even say anything to Marky.What a turd.I think me and kristen are gonna get high tonight she bought a dime.